I havent cum yet. It seems a small thing but i'm already surprised i could hold that long. It's encouraging. The pain of the first days have left, maybe because i wanked, edging me to the point of some pre-cum. I dont know if it's not a bit of a cheat, but technically i did not enjoyed the pleasure of a good orgasm so far.
sometimes i feel some itch in my ass, probably the prostate. Like if it has been stimulated or like after a fuck. I wonder how it would be to be fucked but still maintain this rule of non cumming (usually i'm soft and dont wank when fucked, because my pleasure is moved from my cock to my ass, and dont cum unless if i wank afterwards)
i still feel horny and my cock is very responsive (under the shower, in bed, even when i go peeing). I still remember how i loved to wank and cum before sleep so it's also a bit frustrating sometimes, but i guess its part of the lesson of learning whats good, and that i may need to earn it.
i created a profile on a specific sm website to have some contacts, exchange and maybe find a trainer. I was surprised to get quite some contacts in a short time. Some interesting, some less. One of them very. A strong built master close to my area. We had a nice and open exchange, though its still mysterious how to serve him and what he expects. I'm intrigued and may meet him hopefully.
